suspens!!!

days by days..time pass away..
it's like in a blink of an eye to think that i've already in kms for 2 months..haha
all tears and joy had become memories..
....but...
the thing that makes me worried,anxious n those similar feelings is surrounding me now.
know what?EXAM!!!!
argh!!to think about this,this feeling really makes really worried.i haven't done any revision yet.
i am too lazy!!it isn't my new habit,but it has conqured myself for years. =.="
i only have 2 more weeks..i dont know what will my results turn out later
"i need to make a move!i have to start now!"my heart seriously shout.
however,it's only my heart words.it isn't supported by else.
my mind is crazy
my body is lazy
am i too busy?
i need something to motivate me right now to change my stupid identity.i must turn over a new leaf.can i succeed?
all in all,it depends on me,relies on me.it's up to me.
either to bury my head in the sand or hold up my head.
surely,i dont want to give up!please bring me to the reality!

it's all i could say

truely madly deeply really unsatisfied!!
no wonder this has happened as i thought before
i dont care if the results wont satisfy my imaginary but at least,please obey the rules!
if it happened for once,i dont care much because they might not see the incident
BUT,it happens again and again
what a cruel person..rulebreaker!
the person who should obey the rules now almost completely against the rules.
who will judge now?
who will stand for justice?
are these their true colours?
we(my team) play fair and square but the referees stand at the kmb side.i wanna get rid of that referee,but how could i do so?
"ref,it should be a foul.they commited it"but the referee keep on putting his mouth shut
it was a moody day.i thought my team can beat them.we played our best but the result was as we expected before the game started.
no wonder,they are home team.referee will play unfair especially on finals.if they lose,exactly they got a skelleton on their back to keep.am i right?
is what we called joga bonito?(play beautiful)
my plan was all cancelled.i planned 100 strategies but they ended just like that.
perhaps they got more advantages compared to us.they have a tall person who can catch rebound balls.
but height doesnt determine everything."yeah,thats true,"danial(the shortest in the team) said.haha ^.^
i thought that i wanna play freely and happily,but the referee judgement change everything.
i admit that i need to train myself.i need to improve my skills.i need more practices.
but the game has passed.we lose 40-25
but i swear!!
next year,we will win the title!!
and those who wanna play unfair,get out of this game!!